ACC, Fine motor skill, General practitioner, Hip Replacement, Kidney, Orthopedic surgery, surgery
Just like Earl – I started to think after SEVEN years it must be ‘my body’ OR my incorrect thinking
– as Pain Counselors were informing me-hired through the ACC system to attempt me to drop my case, of nearly seven years .
I tried desperately hard to exit the private hospital when told by orthopaedic surgeon I consulted-that “against x-ray results’ he decided I urgently needed a hip replacement.
Attempted to sign out of a private North Shore hospital – lots of proof of this.
Feeling very uneasy at the reason for being there and the lack of information I had received.
That’s a saga in itself-as to how I was coerced into going through with unwanted surgery.
On waking in recovery-I KNEW something was radically wrong.
Thought I had had a stroke, but was heart and BP healthy. Later found to be correct, (with diagnosis terminology not as correctly defined as specialist definition of diagnosis).
Immediately severe muscle weakness (could not move my right arm-to open right eyelid, blurred vision (still existing under stress today’-hand tremor-entire right side felt different’ and strange.
Burning all over my body-with a night nurse tepid bathing me around the clock.
When tried to get out bed and WALK to toilet-discovered with total panic-that was unable to weight bear at all on right leg-had to be assisted in and out bed-this still remains today-NOW seven years later-with surgeon and anesthetist constantly telling me, all concerns on physical disability, weakness and soaring blood pressure (unknown previously) would SETTLE DOWN, until-I had a backward fall in the hospital bathroom, cracking my skull.
Thud could be heard down the corridor-so I was told.
Even then constantly told-hip had not dislocated but an ACC claim for bruising to elbows etc were noted.
What a farce.
Surgeon in haste and speed surgery at the wrong end of day-and prevented me from leaving several hours prior-were not recognizing their mistake in causing femoral nerve damage.
My own inquiries (multiple) were suggesting a lot more nerve damage than what has been recognized, and was not until 4 years later-that a great Team of Hospital Specialists entered the debacle, and assisted me ‘as much as they possibly could.
From an active, energetic lifetime dancer, and every summer -daily- swimming, I was left a partly paralyzed person that has never been able to lead a normal ‘life again’ cannot even trawl though sand to get to waters edge and swim.
Could no longer participate in family activity, could not walk or drive again for 18 months-only locally and short duration before excessively tired, with leg spams and seizure.
WHAT HAS HAPPENED?
The lifetime search began for answers, I have never been able to navigate steps, slopes, ramps, or any other than flat terrain, and from precision mover with excellent body positioning – I have become a hermit in my home-with the necessity for Home Help Assistance.
I had always known it was a surgeon mistake-rather than anesthetist-although his actions begged questioning-
An active, energetic productive lifestyle and from enjoyable part time work, and voluntary organization assistance, my life changed over night in 2004.
After a lifetime of exercise workout for 20 mins every morning of my life, … I have become totally dependent on others to assist me, and rarely venture out alone-owing to the constant 10/10 pain,shocking mobility, with gait derangement if not focusing on how I walk with a partly numb leg and foot-that was swollen and blue for long periods of time and now intermittent.
Slowly good health, as well as disability was noted, and as one GP wrote to ACC:
-she suffers from a raft of medical problems now, including a known slight kidney impairment leading to grade 5 ‘end stage renal, and dialysis advocated.
Only through my own strong discipline, have remained slim with kidneys stable after three years of battling to retain some of my previous pre surgery lifestyle.
Many other problems too numerous to mention-with ACC on going, as they only exist to devalue the extent of injuries sustained in surgical procedure – where it is NOW suspected that I am one of the recipients of faulty hip replacement, and my vigilant kidney specialist, currently re-searching How Much scarring of healthy kidneys is due to toxic metal seepage – it is suspected a great deal.
My battle with ACC continues with yet another review coming up soon and acting as Self Represented, although functional not able to do so-Law Firms charge $800 an opinion.
My ANGER and resentment against this surgical Team is immense-and even today have NOT been notified of Faulty Hip-yet the evidence is right there on my hospital notes.
No one is being held accountable for my misery and pain, even though I try to remain bright, cheerful and optimistic. Forced to retire at an early age than was intended – it is a daily struggle to ‘live life’ and participate in any activity.
Life goes on-says ACC- and after 57 assessments – a lot paid for by myself, with trialled treatments – not often successful, it becomes an emotional, physical, and financial struggle to cope well.
MY ANGER at the surgical team, local GP’s that were dismissive of the problems encountered in surgery, has come FULL CIRCLE to discover via the Herald – what I was suspecting of the past year+ and now have that track of inquiry confirmed, but no answer from any specialist in NZ – only from overseas with ACC entering into this long drawn out farcical debacle-one just kisses ‘Living Life’ goodbye, as they only put band aids over wounds-pretending to go thru the motions but are working against having to payout anything..constantly.
That’s another story for another day – Earl I feel for you, and through the Herald exposure – I pray the 570 of us affected by these implants will get the proper re-dress deserved and finally recognized.
On top of all the above-falls with injury are constant, never ending, and ACC don’t even allow these to be recognized any longer.
Balance has been affected by lack oxygen to the brain and affects spacial orientation, and precision movement (Fine Motor Skills-impairment).
As much as a surgical error I would suggest’ as Toxic Metal Poisoning is yet to be fully determined, but no doubt the symptoms and signs are identical to that which has recently come to light in NZ.
Have helped many with their cases with ACC – when my own reaches Case Conclusion – prepared to help anyone else in same situation who gives up too soon when battling the ‘might and heavy weight of ACC – Like Earl, the financial, emotional, physical pressure incurred through all these years of knowledge seeking… takes its toll.
My anger is at boiling point with a surgeon who has not even notified me of this possibility…
and now against the Company that was selling these devices to our country-generic and cheap, at best-worst case scenario is what has been so adequately portrayed through the Herald. Thanks, J
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Howard Sadwin said:
Dear Jill, I pray for your piece of mind,spirit and well being. I have no hip, and now live in a wheelchair. I can share your pain. I spent over 9 months in the hospital because of a hip implant.
I am 65, I always lived and acted like 35, especially with grandchildren 4-8 years of age, aside from my many other passions of life. A light switch was turned off, the devastation of pain and sufferring for my family, friends, especially my grandson of 8 years, is beyond words.
However while in the hospital and even today I have learned to redirect my anger or any thoughts of anger, into a positive ball of productive energy. I spend much of my days reading, researching, looking for answers, maybe solutions to correct a debacle as you describe from happening to my grandchildren or yours or any human being.
I have accepted the fact this happened to me, as to why, our day in court will happen.
More importantly, I found anger was not a good thing, it didn’t stimulate my thought process, it made feel worse, it was a waste of time, and it did nothing to help anuone else. I can appreciate any frustrations you are experiencing, it’s tough enough to deal with our conditions; but, and it’s not easy,try to step back and try to attack this with positive thoughts and progressive actions and I think you may feel a little better and get better results.
I look in the mirror each day and ask my self do I feel good about myself, not just appearance but do I feel good as a person. If yes, my day has a positive outcome.
I go to the gym 3-4 times a week, even in a wheel chair, and I work out, if I physically feel good then everything else falls into that positive ball of energy I talked about.
I don’t want to be in this wheelchair anymore than the man in the moon, but I may have too. I try to do at least one good deed a day for someone else, if I physically feel better and spiritually are strong then my mind’s hunger for the answers I research for are found. I learn anger is just not a good state of being.
My 8 yera old grandson brought a friend of his,also 8, over to my home the other night and my grandson,Hayden, got angry because he told his friend Ayden not to play with a certain toy. Ayden played with the toy, I ended up asking Hayden to come into my office and shut the door so we could talk. I asked him why he was angry, he said I told Ayden not to use that toy and he did. I looked him in the eye’s and said so what, so what, it’s a toy and they are meant to play with, and rather take the time you spend on being angry wouldn’t it better to take the time you spend being angry, and use that time for more fun. Yes, he said, but he’s 8 and I’m sure we will talk of this again until I can hopefully help him understand the importance of so what, and direct some of his energy into that positive ball.
Be strong, be positive, be gratefull, and most of all be better.
Jill Cleggett said:
Many Thanks for suportive, kind thoughts and words. I have been on the Spiritual side of Life’s
value’s and meanings for half a lifetime, and practising in that capacity for many many years. I have never lost Faith in myself-and also long ago accepted what I can and cannot do-and replacing that with That which I can do, and from a lifetime dancer-that was very hard, as any person can dance and swim until very old age. I can do neither.
I channeled my energies nto Medical Research of the past three years, with the view to helping others, and have thus been associated with wonderful humanitarian’s from all over the world
My current anger is, against our ACC corporation for the farce that it is-right at Govt Level, and the newly found knowledge that I am,one of the 570
faulty hip replacement recipients that are known in New Zealand, and the affect that it has also on ‘healthy kidneys’ as well as chronic pain and disability. (recent ultrasounds) and that surgeon, or any of his collegies-that I have had dealings with previously had bothered to advise of this, and learnt of it from friends notifying me reading Newspaper Headlines.As a passive-assertive personality, I have no doubt the anger will dissipate in time. This is newly discovered information and the manner that our ACC Corporation handle such claimants with disdain and contempt to those that dare to expose the flaws in their system, which are many and numerous. Like you I wanted to be there for Grandchildren-was-and now am not.It is the lies and cover-ups so carefully contrived … from a huge corporation that upsets and angers me,far more than what physically occured. BIG lessons have been learned through all this-the biggest is not to Trust Medical professionals again ever.The mighty dollar still rules in this and many other countries.Spiritual peace is there in abundace.
Good wishes to you and yours
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